[♥] WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Probably freak out at first, but then eventually stop freaking out. - lol, I like having freedom - and after working in the treatment facility - I've seen what happens to children after they exit the womb - not so great. (am I pretty much the most selfish person ever? Probably)

[♥] WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CURRENT BRA?
well- apparently this "Ladies Survey" was written by a guy - because no girl would care about that

[♥] CAN YOU PUT MAKEUP ON WITH OUT A MIRROR?
uh, no - although it probably looks like I do :P

[♥] DO GIRLS REALLY ONLY TALK ABOUT BOYS AND CLOTHES?
the ones at the university of nothern Iowa do *eye roll*

[♥] HOW OLD DO PEOPLE NORMALLY THINK YOU ARE?
In the last year I've heard everything from 16 to 30

[♥] DO YOU FALL FOR GUYS QUICKLY?
Give me a compliment and I'm like clay for you to mold however you wish - I'm such a pushover.

[♥] ARE ACCENTS SEXY?
ha - I recently had this discussion with a European friend of mine - I love accents - infact, I wanted to do the foreign exchange thing, and go to Australia - one of my reasons was so I could obtain a grand accent.

[♥] DO YOU HAVE AN OVERPROTECTIVE FATHER?
Not really, he tries to shelter me from some things - but not like he did when I was younger

[♥] WAS BARBIE YOUR ROLE MODEL?
Ha, I used to sleep with "Baby-sitter Skipper" under my pillow and would wish I would wake up looking like her - and barbie was pretty fantastic - no matter how many "nurse barbie" or "secretary barbies" came out you know ken was her sugar daddy! Besides that, chick had a LOT of shoes!

[♥] WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A GUY WHO CAN SING OR PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
Well I've dated singers and I'm married to a musician and I'd say they both have their goods and bads - I'll go with a guy that can play an instrument - the singers I've been with have ginormous egos. (besides that, if he can play an instrument I can sing - we'll go on tour- and make billions!)

[♥] ARE IMPLANTS IN YOUR FUTURE?
Going to go with a negatory on that one.

[♥] ARE YOU DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL?
Not in the sense that he spoils me and I have him wrapped around my finger - but I am his only daughter!

[♥] LIPSTICK OR CHAPSTICK?
Chapstick or lipgloss -- I'm addicted.

[♥] ARE YOU GIRLY OR A TOMBOY?
I can be girly - but it's usually embaressing to admit it. I mesh better "with the boys" though for sure.

[♥] DO YOU WAKE UP EARLY TO GET READY FOR THE DAY?
ha, hardly - I have to be to work at about 10 minutes til 9 - I usually get up a little after 8. I HAAAATE mornings.

[♥] ARE YOU HIGH MAINTENANCE?
Nah - like I said, I can be girly - but generally I'm not worried about all that girly crap.

[♥] BEST SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
Any english - especially composition.

[♥] DO YOU HAVE AN OVERPROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER?
lol, no, I don't have an older brother (although he is bigger than me) but he probably couldn't care less about protecting me.

[♥] ARE YOU CONFIDENT IN YOUR LOOKS?
hardly

[♥] HOW MANY GUYS DO YOU THINK WILL READ THIS BECAUSE IT SAYS LADY'S SURVEY?
atleast 3.14

[♥] WILL YOU BE A GOOD WIFE?
I hope my husband thinks I'm the best wife, cuz I lurve mah Andrew.

[♥] DO YOU TEND TO LEAD PEOPLE ON?
I don't think so - I like compliments and flattery but I don't like the violence that would ensue after I had to cut them off HA

[♥] BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
I love Blond boys - but I love mah Brunette boy very muchly.

[♥] FAVORITE ACTIVITY?
I love the outdoors, baking, and online shopping! I could nevah go to an actual store again and be more than happy.

[♥] ARE YOU SAD PETE WENTZ IS NO LONGER A BACHELOR?
ha, not really - emo boys are rediculous.

[♥] BATHROOM LID: UP OR DOWN?
I'm pretty sure I'm a fan of down - I don't like to fall in very much

[♥] EVEN IF NOBODY IS AROUND, DO YOU GET A SWIG FROM THE GALLON OR STILL GET A GLASS?
well if we're talking milk - I don't drink it, but I'm telling you DON'T SWIG FROM THE GALLON - the enzymes in your saliva make the milk forment faster so that's why you get the sour crusty milk around the top - ewwwww... However, juice or tea or what not - I've been known to swig.

[♥] DO YOU LIE TO KEEP A MAN HAPPY, OR BE HONEST EVEN THOUGH IT MAY MAKE THEM MAD?
I try to be honest - sometimes it takes me a while to come clean but in the end I hate keeping things from people

[♥] WHAT IS SEXIER? BAD BOY ROCKER TATTOOS, OR CLEAN CUT PREPPY BOYS?
It depends - I love the "Bad boy" because it's always more fun to rebel. on the other hand I like the clean boys because you KNOW they're hiding SOMETHING
 

accentuating all the right parts and bringing out the feminine attributes. 




However, I thank God that I don't live in a time that would have been considered standard. 

In 1955 a corselette by Warner's was released and named after The Merry Widow, an operetta from 1905 that later became a Hollywood movie.^[3] This new merry widow featured demi-cups and a shorter girdle compared to its predecessors.

The original merry widow foundation garment was also a corselette that incorporated slim panels of black elastic yarn net. A heavy-duty zipper was inserted behind a velvet-backed hook-and-eye flange, and the whole garment was lined with nylonvoile. Nine long spiral wires were cased in black satin.

Lana Turner is quoted as having said, "I am telling you, the merry widow was designed by a man. A woman would never do that to another woman."

To this day, "merry widow" is the generic term for a corselette bra in the United States. This type of lingerie is also known as a torsolette, and is used in bridal lingerie, similar to the bustier.

I Actually did have an actual merry widow not just a torsolette - the wonders of vintage shopping - and let me say that thing was terrible and it wasn't laced as tight as possible as a corset is and I wore it one single day --- but this who entry stems from searching different photos online and finding this....




.... wow.... that's all I've got on that one - the price of beauty I suppose...

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My greatgrandma did infact have a stroke sometime sunday night / monday morning. She woke up and felt something like an electric current running through her she went to move on her bed and felt a hand which scared her b/c she didn't know whos hand it could be - it was her left hand where she'd basically lost feeling and she fell out of the bed onto the floor where she hit her face on the night stand and ended up underneath a rocking chair. 

My aunt found her there the next morning when she got there sometime before 7 and grandma told her to call an ambulance. She's been in the hospital since Monday and there's no talk of release yet. Her right knee is already terrible and she messed up her ankle so walking isn't going to happen. She had help standing the other day and that's about it for now. Her left side is still very weak. She's weak pretty much all over but is incredibly restless because of an illness years ago where she was basically confined to her bed. I mean, she's 94 years old and living on her own in the country - this lady does not like to be held down. :)

She has overcome a lot though so I'm really hoping and praying she is able to get back on her own. A nursing home is a possibility, atleast while she does rehab. And either that will kill her spirit or make her work REALLY hard to get home. I guess we'll just have to see which it is. I love that lady and our visits and seeing her as much as possible. Andrew and I were supposed to go out there last weekend and weren't able to - I know there wouldnt' have been anything I would have been able to do - but you have to kind of wonder if any one little thing could change the course of history - If we would have seen her, maybe she wouldn't have been able to go to bed when she did, she may have had to stay up to finish what we kept her from, or maybe she would have gone to bed earlier b/c our visit made her sleepy, and whatever little thing may have made the difference - but that's just a terribly disheartening thing to think about with ANYTHING. How little tiny things years and years and what not back make us exactly who we are today - like, if I hadn't been in play Grease in 2001 I never would have met Andrew. (I'll explain it to you later ;) )

Otherwise Andrew and I went to Cascade yesterday to look at Lots there's a couple nice ones, we def want to get in on a small community to get the best loan, which looks like it'll be the rural development loan. We have our realtor coming over Tuesday to do a Market Analysis on our house and are waiting to hear back from the contractor about getting together and doing estimates.  I'm going to be a nervous wreck about this whole thing until I find out how much we'll get for our house and how much it's going to cost to build what I want.  I have a couple floor plans drawn out so we'll see how that goes later as well.


8/10/2008

Well here we go kiddles - a week of trying to not be fat let's hope I can stick with this craziness and it makes  difference - - - - SOMETHING has got to work....